Although she knew that the news of her transition would shock her entire conservative evangelical community, Williams was not prepared for just how quickly her ministry cut ties with her, and how thousands of relationships she had built over the decades evaporated overnight. At the age of sixty, a married father of three, Williams made the decision to transition from male to female. Williams grew up as the son of an evangelical preacher and achieved success as the CEO of a national church-planting ministry and as a respected pastoral counselor. A New York Times Editor's Pick and the 2021 Kirkus Prize for Nonfiction, Punch Me Up to the Gods is a wonderfully written reflection of Broome’s place as a Black gay man in America.Īuthor Paula Stone Williams details her emotional journey to her authentic self.
But despite the pain in these stories, Broome’s writing is ultimately hopeful, showing how he gradually confronts his internalized toxic masculinity. These episodes include a childhood marked by poverty, abuse, and racism and a young adulthood fueled by drug addiction. Structured around the poem "We Real Cool"-Gwendolyn Brooks’s ode to black youth- Broome laments that "whatever it was I already knew by ten years old that I didn’t have it." Throughout, Broome recounts a lifetime of failing to conform to the ideal image of manhood and the pressure of '"being a man" to the exclusion of all other things.' Broome’s narrative cleverly centers around a present-day bus ride, where observations of fellow passengers and passing neighborhoods takes his memories back to episodes from his past. In this powerful memoir, Broome recounts growing up Black and gay in a Rust Belt town during the late 1970s and early 80s.